So a contrast from yesterday. Today was low key.
Mom was in a depressed state which pretty much killed a portion of my day.
I'm pretty tired of writing about the same shit and not seeing any change. Frustrated that she was able to make me concerned about her sorry butt when she doesn't seem to care. So we attempted to break some ground... didn't work. can't fix what doesn't want to be fix.
So I watched 27 dresses.. oh the chick-flickery of it all. Love that movie
Then I cried. sometimes it's just good. and cleansing
then I got up and a blast from the past called...miss Mona Karimi. wow I know huh. So we caught up a little before the real reason of her calling entered.. She was asking about a paper and soliciting help.. sure happy help but why is it that some people only know your digits when there's dying...figuratively hanging on a raft and wanting you to help pull them back in or to complain about something... I don't mind being a sounding board or to cry with you or laugh with you.. but make those moments genuine... not some every 4 month random call with a freaking alterior motive. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Meanwhile pray for mom and me and Mona's salvation.
That's it folks. I invite you to cry sometime in the next week... don't worry chances are you will without needing to prick yourself.
2 comments:
God brings people in and out of our lives. use the opportunities to show Christ's love. even if it feels like you are being used, be used for Christ's glory!
Cry away. It is cleansing and after last week I should sparkle!!
It's comforting to know that Jesus cried too.
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